For my future.

So after trying my new routine and what not i came to the realization that there are just too many people living in my house. There is not enough room, nor enough time to do what i need, in order to loose weight. I figure that in three months when i get the transfer and will be living close to the city thats when i can start my transformation. I know this may seem like an excuse but living with 4 boys plus the constant partying and alcohol. Not to mention i have no where to work out. Sure i could run outside but where i live we have such bad weather. Its just a no go all around. However i will be buying my scale, and purchasing healthy food like i have been doing. I just wish i could exercise. But come 3 months i will be able to, without a care in the world. :D Cant wait. 

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After seeing my friends transformation, that is still currently going on I have made up my mind. I will be for sure going to start my thinspo routine. My goal is to be like a kid and eat picky as hell and drink tons of water. I will be more focused on fruit and vegetables and of course my coke zero’s. I will be getting out everyday, well except for when i am working. I am going to go to sleep earlier and get up earlier so that i can exercise before work. 

I’m doing this for me.

Although it may seem unhealthy. 

I feel that its more unhealthy to be overweight and cant handle your image emotionally than it is to lay off the food and be active. 

I lost weight not meaning to before, and this is exactly how i did it. I was poor and only ate one meal a day and was walking around and out side constantly. I wasn’t planning on It being that way, it just happened. 

Its time to go back to my old routine. 

I will be hot at 21.

I would love to join a gym. But the only problem i have is that i could only use it twice a week, if i’m lucky. Which i dont want to pay a membership fee if i am not going to use it as much as i am wanting. Plus i dont think i even have the funds. 

Secondly, I want to work out at home but i know my roomates will make fun of me. If i was smaller they probably wouldnt care. But i’m not. They will hear me jumping around in my room and then make fun of me. So as much as i would like to ignore them i cant. I refuse to be embarrassed with people i live with. 

But tomorrow i shall be starting my diet and i need to exercise… 

Gahhh what to do?

I’m thinking maybe if i just worry about portion control and sticking with water only i can do that until i can afford a membership. 

Wish me luck. 

Fuck yes… Although i am actually aiming for 50… hahaha

Props to:thiniswhatweaimforrr

day one: whatever you want:)
day two: 400
day three: 600
day four: 800
day five: 800
day six: 600
day seven: 400
day eight: 200
day nine: fast
day ten: 150
day eleven: 300
day twelve: 500
day thirteen: 700
day fourteen: fast
day fifteen: 500
day sixteen: 300
day seventeen: 150
day eighteen: fast
day nineteen: 300
day twenty: 500
day twenty-one: 700
day twenty-two: 900
day twenty-three: fast
day twenty-four: 700
day twenty-five: 500
day twenty-six: 250
day twenty-seven: fast.

(Source: hellooooimbarbie)